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Xiaphear

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NONE of my fakemon on this deviantart are free to use. Permission can be asked, I'm open for such things. Don't assume you have permission by the lack of writing on my submissions, no matter the age they may have. I'll use to Journal as page-wide disclaimer, I'm not going over every single one. If I find out your fangame uses my stuff without know know-how or knowledge, I will contact the fangame's community's biggest names, and make sure you're shunned for art-theft and breaking the fakemon code of honor.


Deviantart itself also states that its a place for art display, which is protected by their regulations.

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Edit;  To the person who reported this journal, which is a basic venting journal on personal grounds, with not even a single swear in its text, for mature content. I can guess that you know who this journal is about. And by reporting this tame and civilized personal text, you're not disproving my opinions on the vindictivity and vengeful nature of this certain person. It's counterproductive, and only proves my point. Would deviantart put this up as mature, I will make work of it. For reasons explained above.

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So this is a journal written about my personal experience about one person I knew, and wish I didnt know in my past. She will be un-named here, because I honestly don't feel like having either her, or her onslaught of brainwashed minions to wash over me with hate and hurt of their feelings. Cause well, this person just doesn't care about others' feelings, unless they're applicable to be manipulated, abused or if they're similar to hers.

Anyone who opposes her, feels the wrath of their entire power over the people who do 'respect' her. Which I'm certain is based on the front she puts up to make people like her. In short, a terrible human being, which should've be allowed to socialize, if you ask me. But I do have to say, I think this behavior is just because of a gigantic lack of self-respect. Which is the reason why high-school bullies, bully. They bully because they are uncertain about them-selves, and before any-one else could possibly catch on to this, they react by becoming the trash they want to avoid.

Now, the experience I had in the past is a sad one. Because not two to three years ago I was hung up on the fact that my friendships were doomed by my own doing. Mostly because of a recent long-distance relationship I had to terminate due to reasons I'll leave excluded. This left me very anxious and sad which is reasonable. But it also made me create an irrational response to friendships I had, clinging to them as if my life depended on it. And more so, breaking down, emotionally, when lost a friend. I was pretty much depressed and coping with it badly. This person, saw my weakness, and proceeded to threaten terminating of the friendship we had, if I didn't do her bidding, or wasn't nice to her in any way.

See why I said this person isn't the nicest?

In short. I've had an other run-in with this person in a pokemon arpg in the last couple of days. She proved that again, she had a gang of people she round up, which crashed down on a friend of mine because 'she' didn't like her anymore. Vindictive is the right word for this. Just an unhealthy amount of need for vengeance, to make up for their own shortcomings.

I left that group, again deleted my art of it. Bad decision made, but I'm on the point where I won't need more than a second to move on.

I never vent through journals. But this one time I needed one. Thank you.
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Alright, I'll be direct-- because I never make journals, and I barely have anything to report worth mentioning about myself nowadays. BUT, this just means there's more space for a spotlight on others. Now, This is about a person by the name of Big-Bad-Wolfe.

I don't know them personally, not that well. But my friends consider her a wonderful person, and I'm inclined by the little interaction we had, to agree with that. Better yet, I'm fully convinced. She's going through a domestic slice of hell right now, as you can read up upon here;

Sorry Guys, No Silly Meme This TimeHey guys, it's the elusive Wolfe. I'm here to explain why I haven't been very active, save for a few memes here and there.
I've been pretty damn busy since May. Job hunting. Ew. After a few unsuccessful hits, I finally landed a part-time seasonal job in December, and a full-time job in January. Yeah, that took a while. Job hunting sucks.
Since then I've been really busy working both jobs, sometimes away from home for 15 hours a day, sleeping, and then right back to work. I've barely had time for myself. Why? I should have some free time, right? You're right, I should. Normally 4 hours a day, plus my days off. Two words though, "family issues".
I'm not a big fan of talking about my personal problems but.... Here's the deal. I'm giving it all I got so I can move out and take my little sister with me. We need to get out of our current house. Our mom is emotionally and psychologically abusive, our older brother is her blindly obedient doll, and our dad is too damn depressed to actually sta


I'm sharing this with my watchers, cause a friend of my friends can also be a friend to me. And besides that, its the right thing to help a troubled soul, one that doesn't need to be troubled. Let alone two souls. So if you can offer anything, to this total stranger on the internet, you can still say you've done good by some-one. Some-one who derserves it. Especially as in this case, you're not funding a project, you're funding the further blossoming of two siblings future. I know I am giving something. What about you?

You stay strong Wolfe!

- Xia.
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So I just deleted every deviation I had related to pokemon ARPG's Cept for one image, which I keep in order to respect the artist I collabed it with. May she rest in peace.

For those who want images I have deleted, for events/happenings of their own, just contact me.

That's all !
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